Sunday, 22 March 2009
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sadness, longingness
it's been so silent since the day most of my coworkers went gone. i miss them, most of the closest coworkers were transferred to other accounts. i now hate eating in the pantry because i know there would be likely no one to be with me to eat. it's getting creepier in the office because there are lesser people, i miss the noise we used to enjoy. i miss talking to them and having good laughs (out loud). most workstations are empty, they pulled out all the computers from vacated workplaces. it doesn't look good seeing those empty chairs and tables. everytime i pass that part of the office, the lights there were turned off since, the good memories flashback like a movie and it makes me awfully sad. i think i need to lessen being emotional or turn off that emotion in my head just like the lights.
so it's for real. adobe is transferring to other place. it makes us sad. are we gonna have jobs after june 15? what's gonna happen? i try to avoid asking those questions, anything can happen and i decided to go with the flow.
i'm missing this one special person in my life at this point in time. i think he's staying in a hotel room somewhere. i don't know what's happening to him. i love love love love love looooooove him so much. i hope he'd not forget that. he's always in my thoughts and prayers.
current mood:
SAD




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